
The past few days have been an internal rollercoaster ....
"you've achieved so much, it's time to stop"
"you can't give up now - you'd be failing AGAIN"
it's not a failure, you know it's not!"
"it's ok to finish this part of your journey - to honour your thoughts and feelings, to know you've achieved great things and to move onto the next exhilarating part of your life - RAW VEGAN!"
As you can tell - me, myself and I have many a lengthy conversation with each other on a regular basis.
when I first started out on the raw vegan path a few months back I could see and feel the benefits almost immediately but that didn't stop the cravings for cooked vegan food and especially those yummy gourmet pizzas that I made every Friday night (the universe has come to my rescue like it always does and I came across this wonderful raw pizza recipe!)
But...
I haven't failed at the juice fast - what has come from it besides dramatic weight loss, clear skin, energy, happiness and hair that doesn't fall out anymore is a real appreciation of food in it's most magickal state - raw and fresh, full of life force and vitality.
I now look at raw as not a 'have to do for my health' but as a true and real pleasure and passion. That's what 3 weeks of juicing has done for me and I'm truly grateful.
You're body knows when it's ready for something. Sometimes it's hard to tell if it's your true self talking or that inconvenient ego that pops it's unwanted head up.
It's time for me to honour myself with love in my heart, feeling no fear or guilt.

And so here I am filled with hope of a brand new day (and I'll continue have green juices each day - really !)
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